Nearly dead this week sux last sunday cass saw the cut I did she talk to me then meladin also talk to me the she played arcade with me dun noe why more relax I have already promise them I wount be cutting ever again but I still got the feel of reliving work until vry sian after this month quit le sorry for the friends who trust me I lost their trust ........I just want pearlyn to noe I want to be her real friend a true one she's vry lonely and I want to keep her in prayers may god bless her I want to bring her to church but she's afriaid of crowds I dun noe what to do my life is all in a mess and I dun noe what to do just sick and tired of this home really very tired emotionally and physically very tired .......